Chapter 1.5.1 My Awakening: In Search for True Parents
1.5. 0 SD-TOE AND THE GREAT AWAKENING:
1.5.1 My Search for True Parents
1.5.1 My Search for True Parents
Godism was conceived by Rev Dr. Moon prior to my birth in 1952, yet
from the time I came to know myself as a living being I have felt disconnected
from who I really am. Being born without true parents and
at a time of political turbulence in my country Liberia, I opened my eyes to my
identity as an African in the Bronx of New York City at the age of ten in 1962.
From that harsh environment began my awakening as a child of God in search of his True Parents.
Prior to meeting Father and Mother Moon, Lord Jesus guided my life.
I was raised as a Christian by my adopted-mother[1].
As a Christian I believed that Lord Jesus was “the only begotten son of God”,
but with time I became disillusioned with religion as an institution. I never
lost faith in God and Jesus but I began to doubt the church and its teachings. The
more I witnessed man’s inhumanity to each other the more I began to question God.
While growing up in America I learned
about racism, hatred, greed and selfishness. In 1965 my family moved back to Liberia,
so I could see the fruit of a nation build on Christian Principles ruled by
black people themselves. Painfully I came to realize that after suffering 210
years of slavery under racism in America my own
ancestors had inherited the ways of their slave masters. They gradually
developed Liberia into a nation-state rooted in tribalism[2],
a root that blossomed into a 27 years period of civil conflict from 1979 to
2006. This conflict period was fueled by resentment, hatred, greed and pain,
[1]
My birth mother Geraldine Bennetta Coleman died when I was about three years old. She had asked her cousin Georgia B. Coleman (my adopted mother) to take care of me. As a single parent with two children of her own, she raised me as a Christian.
[2]
Tribalism is another aspect of Racism, both are rooted in man’s inability to
love his fellow man.
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